Wrongness

when my heart is saying who is wrong?
when I looked in the mirror who is wrong?
all it feels strange
but what it's all true?

what the dirty clothes can be clean?
maybe someone else can receive that color?
or those who do not understand?
or whether just me the less understand?

new version:

When my heart asks, "Who is wrong?"
And I gaze into the mirror, "Who is wrong?"
All feels so strange, yet,
Is any of it truly real?

Can the dirty clothes ever be clean?
Perhaps another might bear that stain,
Or those who do not understand?
Or is it just I who fail to comprehend?

Desire

from the heart desires arise
desire generate the willingness
because if we will try
because try all achieved

but what if the heart is silent?
still do not want to talk
still do not want to hear
hurt by the lust great

all the present complement
give amazing rewards
maybe everyone knows
I was indeed wrong

What Kind of Feeling?

This sense of change
new flavors grow
formerly happy
now very happy
decorate my heart

when the feeling grows
wishes come
eager to have forever
but it all is very confusing
all the odd unexpected

Suprising

whether it's my turn? 
a place to disappear instantly 
simultaneously shocked hearts
confused for a moment my mind
 
silent and deep 
all asked to come whack
feeling invulnerable while 
where people felt

Remorse

once you're on my side
once you're with me
although I never felt it  
you're still there in my life

now you're gone away
now I find it difficult to meet
although my heart wants you
but time did not want to know

PRIVILEGE

They say strange
 but he did not care 
he did not care at all 
someone asked him a question
 
all really weird
but they do not want to understand 
just really confused about things
trying hard to make it right
 
no one saw anything wrong 
hearts of all ownership
just leave the life 
without all the things necessary

A feel

One of the plants on the hill 
by wind, water, and god 
waiting for something indefinite
waiting to finally win
when it will grow
will be larger 
will be stronger

until someone would come
come to reap 
reap something 
strangeness of things around
without anyone
 for anyone 
forever